Pregnancy Is Not The Time To Surrender Your Intuition

Pregnancy might just be the ultimate rite of passage.

Suddenly you're tuned in to your body in ways you never were before — noticing every twinge, every change. You become fiercely protective, not just of the life growing inside you, but of everything around you that might touch that life. You finally get what animal instinct means and have no qualms defending your child to the death if need be. Motherhood can be all-consuming, in more ways than one.

Over the past few years, though, a lot of women have told me that this instinct got drowned out — or drummed out of them — by fear, by urgency, and by conflicting advice about the COVID-19 vaccine and whether they needed to take it.

But let’s start with what real informed consent is. This isn't just a signature on a form. It's being given clear, balanced information — aka, being told the potential benefits, the known risks, the gaps in the evidence, and the things we're still figuring out. Because nobody knows anything with 100% certainty. It's about having the space to ask the hard questions without being brushed off, shamed, or rushed out the door like a leper. Sadly, it seems a lot of doctors still have a nasty habit of gaslighting their patients whenever they’re challenged about their beloved protocols, pharmaceuticals or asked for more information. And in my book, that is disgraceful. Not to mention unprofessional.

Now. I'm not here to tell you whether that's right or wrong — I only know that hearing it changed something in me. It sent me down a path of reading, questioning, and wanting to properly understand how we weigh medical risk and what real informed consent looks like. I'm not asking you to land where I landed. I'm just asking you to appreciate why some of us ask the questions we do. Because my views here didn't come from headlines or social media. They came from my own experience as a mother.

When he was still in kindy, my son started showing behaviors that were later diagnosed as ADHD, ODD and Anxiety. Trying to make sense of it, I found myself asking questions I never expected to ask. It wasn’t till one fated checkup that a new integrative GP — fortuitiously a locum visiting my usual clinic — suggested that perhaps vaccinations weren't the best idea, and that the ones he had already had, might have played a role in altering his health. Obviously, I wasn’t thrilled with that idea, or the insinuation, however gentle, that I may have unintentionally harmed my baby because of my own ignorance. But, that is the truth. And it broke me. It also woke me the fuck up, literally overnight, and I remain eternally grateful for that one brave doctor who had the balls to speak to tell it as it is. There began my holistic journey and my promise to myself (and my son) that I would never doubt my gut again.

Years later, and when my son was mature enough to have the conversation, I asked for his forgiveness because I was scared and didn’t know any better. I naively trusted the medical system. I was a new mum and I was nowhere near aware as I am now.

Also, just so you know, this isn't a "pro-vaccine" or "anti-vaccine" post. I don’t like labels at the best of times, and these ones rarely lead anywhere useful. What I really wanted to talk about here is something more basic — and that is the right to informed consent. I also want to share a theory of mine which I do need to say upfront, may upset some folks. Especially women who are pregnant or new mums and who took the covid vaccinations. Saying that, this "theory" is my own and I cannot verify it with science or statistics. It is information I was shown in a shamanic ceremony when I asked about the consequences of the vaccines on the next generation.

It’s no secret that every medical intervention carries some mix of benefit as well as risk, and the COVID-19 vaccines are no exception. Allegedly they were developed in the middle of a "global emergency "— I would actually argue well before then, and that it was manufactured — and if you believe the mainstream narrative, they've been linked to lower rates of severe illness in many people — including pregnant women. Again, if you believe the spin doctors, expectant mothers faced a higher risk of serious complications from the "virus" itself.

At the same time, safety monitoring has picked up on "rare" adverse events, and researchers are still refining who benefits most, who might be more vulnerable to side effects, and how the guidance should evolve as new evidence comes in. That's not a flaw in the science — it's how good science works. It was never supposed to be static. It's a constant process of asking questions, testing assumptions, and updating what we know.

I find it interesting then, how anybody questioning the science or asking for real numbers, has been banned or censored when sharing statistics of escalating injuries and deaths from each government’s own recording platforms. Despite this being information one can easily google, it never gets reported across the primary media channels, so of course most people have no idea how many deaths are occurring from #suddendeaths and #turbocancers.

I put rare in inverted commas (above) because the reality is millions, if not billions of people have been injured (and killed) from these gene-altering shots and are seeking compensation in courts all around the world. But you don't hear about this because sharing the truth would undoubtedly cause people to panic and rebel, en masse, once they realize their protectors are actually the perpetrators.

As women, we also carry another kind of knowledge that deserves a seat at the table: our relationship with our own bodies.

Holistic health was never about rejecting modern medicine altogether. I admit, there are some instances where it comes in very handy. Sewing limbs back on after a car accident or saving a shark attack victim for example. For me, it's always been about recognizing that health is so much bigger than just the absence of dis-ease — it's all about personal nourishment, a regulated nervous system, real and regular rest, cultivating meaningful relationships, daily movement, emotional wellbeing, connection with nature, and the quiet intelligence of the body temple itself. It's about becoming an active participant in your own health, not just being a passive recipient of "healthcare." And I use that term loosely because what we receive in hospitals and medical centers nowadays, is often the complete opposite of what true health is.  

As a mother, I can attest that pregnancy pulls you into that relationship more than almost any other time in your life.

Whatever a woman decides about vaccination during pregnancy, that decision should be hers of course — but it needs to be made thoughtfully, free of pressure, backed by actual evidence (on both sides of the fence), respectful conversations, and respected by healthcare providers who understand that every pregnancy (and woman) is different.

Bodily autonomy isn't the opposite of good medicine. Informed consent isn't the enemy of science. Asking questions isn't rebellion. These are the absolute basics of ethical healthcare. And yet during the pandemic, these went out the clinic window. Any intelligent human would ask why? And also, who benefited from that?

When we make room for both scientific evidence and personal wisdom, we open the door to decisions driven by intuition and knowing, instead of fear. And maybe that's the best thing we can offer mothers as a culture — not certainty, because I reckon allopathic medicine rarely gives us that — but honesty, respect, and the freedom to choose.

Every decision you make about your body or your babies’ body, is recorded as an energetic imprint in the bio-field. Every emotion, thought, belief, and toxin (breathed, ingested, applied topically), leaves a legacy inside you in some way. Just because you can’t see it with your eyes, doesn’t mean it’s not there or that it didn’t happen.

We are living in a time of great change and that requires shifting our abilities to attune to our environment, both synthetic and organic. Because that’s really what it comes down to: something is either man-made or its not. And if you are inclined to trust something conjured up in a lab, versus something that sprouted from the earth, I would encourage you, parent to parent, soul to soul, to be extra careful what you give permission for when it comes to the health of yourself and your precious family. If there is any possibility of damage, no matter how small or downplayed, and no matter how many “peer-reviewed studies” state otherwise, say NO.

I'll wrap things up with my theory, as promised. And please, if this doesn't resonate with you that is fine. If it does and you'd like some support or to discuss it, you are welcome to reach out for a chat.

In my journey, I was shown two distinct pathways or outcomes. The babies conceived by vaccinated parents (one or both) are quite different, energetically and genetically, to the babies whose mothers were vaccinated during pregnancy. When I felt into the bio-fields of the babies created by vaccinated egg and sperm, I was shown layers and layers of nanotech. Their fascia wasn't the same as usual human fascia. Their electrical and magnetic currents were all over the place. And the most concerning part: the lack of consciousness or soul. They felt "engineered," not "created." As if there was noone home.

When I tuned into the babies subjected to vaccines (covid and flu in particular) whilst in utero, I saw something completely different. Their systems were constitutionally weakened, they were susceptible to chronic inflammation and vulnerable to any number of immune-related disorders. It felt as if they were predisposed to developing repetitive ailments, ranging from allergies to spasticity and even severe neurological malfunctions. But they were more "human" than the babes whose parents took the vaccines before making them. Their soul was still attached: albeit barely. It was not a pleasant vision to receive, trust me.

And as I said, take it or leave it. It's intense, I know. But this is my gift, and if sharing it helps even one couple rethink taking any injections before starting a family, my work is done.

The integrity of your lineage is literally, in your hands mama bears.

AHO